This goes out to a person who has been getting on my nerves lately. I'm being extremely nice. I didn't mention your name. Oh, so those times I helped you, are now obsolete? You walked away when I tried to help make you a better person, you ran away when I laid bare your faults, so that we can work on them and your friends would be more sincere with you. Yet, You stabbed me on my back, bad-mouthed me, because you felt humiliated. Now you say you miss me, and accuse me of not keeping in touch with you and of forgetting your existence. Those who know me, know that I treasure all my relationships with people. And I'm definitely not naive dear. Grow up, look around you. The world is changing, people are changing. Learn to adapt instead of whining about how life sucks just because things don't go your way. Suck it up. This is how it is. Either you think and act like an adult, or be left behind with the permanent image or a jealous, childish, people-pleasing, miserable, spoilt child. You are a nice person, no doubt. However, sometimes, your negativity gets to people. Just learn to live with and adapt to changes. Not everything goes according to how we plan. Life is not as simple as that. All said, I'll still be here for you when you need someone. I'm not heartless enough to dump our friendship. Just note that if you want me to be sincere, you have to be sincere too. Relationships are built on trust, not laughter.
Alright. I'm done ranting. :P Tomorrow is my twin nephews' naming ceremony. I'm excited to know what the parents have chosen. (: This morning I accompanied Grandparents to SGH for my grandfather's appointment. I'm going back there in an hour or so for my appointment at the heart centre. ): Tiredd. Have not slept well in a few days. Last night I stayed up consolidating PSLE math notes for tuition. Have to write a few sample essays for English too. I'm tutoring Dana for English and Maths this year. Her mum is extremely worried about her grades. Well, I'll do my best. (: My phone got confiscated yesterday, yet again, because Mother complained that I'm always using my phone throughout the day and am not helping out much at home. Right. I'm pretty sure I'll get it back soon. it's not like I abused their trust or something what?
On to something strange... A strange feeling that has lodged itself in my heart.
"Dreams are illustrations from the book your soul is writing about you." I had a shocking dream last night. No thanks to You. :P This will not do. They say dreams are our subconscious thoughts we have during the day. Not in this case. I don't want this. It's not fair to *. You know what I mean. On the other hand, remember this?
"If life was a song, you're my melody."
No matter what happens, I'll always be here. I Promise.
Much Love,
Vee (:
2:20 PM
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