Well, mum has H1N1, and the entire family was quarantined at home the past few days. It was hell. The six of us are rarely home together, and even on those days that we are, we ignore each other pretty much the entire day. We watched TV a little. But tension was thick in the house. Constant arguments and lectures. Tempers flew around our heads and bounced off the walls. Ugh, I shudder to think of that ordeal. Today, Sharanya has gone back to school, and the younger two have gone to get cleared at the clinic. Lucky them.
By the way, I've sworn off food and water here. Cos, it's just getting too hard.
Please take me anywhere but here...
I lie awake at night,
conversing with the darkness.
Wondering what would it be like
to be someone other than me.
Would you still hate me
If I weren't me?
Will you be that open-minded?
Sighs.
I'm tired of this negativity.
We never interact,
and you ignore all that I ask.
You've broken me cos,
the person I love,
denies me a gift, the
common courtesy of a loved one -
who listens.
How do you define sanity?
It is what divides the living and the dead.
Slowly, the division is blurring.
Mine.
Vee
12:58 PM